So after all of that, has anything actually changed? Well yeah, kind of, because it used to be that when Rhiannon came in to class I would have to pretend not to notice, but today in History when she walked in she saw me, and she didn't smile exactly but she was like hey, and I was like hey how's it going, and she said thanks for the ride on Saturday, and I was like yeah, no problem, and then she sat down with her back to me and the class started, and you can just stop laughing at me now because if the difference between existence and non-existence is infinite, then so is the difference between someone knowing you exist and whatever came before.